Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Well, got back most of my results this week. It was all totally unexpected, and it ain't a good thing =( Screwed up the papers with lots of careless mistakes. I am totally disappointed with myself for physics and chemistry and cried my eyes out for these two papers. Lost so many marks just because i didn't draw the arrows for the light rays and didn't write the SI unit. Argh .. I was expecting at least a B for phyics, but sadly, due to the loss of marks, i got a C5 =( I think even Mr tan was disappointed in me. He told me that he can tell the effort put in and encouraged me not to give up. Sigh.. And though i did expect to do badly for chemistry since it was god damn difficult, i can't help but feel that all the hard work i put in to improve my chemistry grade has all been for nothing. Real sorry if i scared anyone with my sudden outburst of tears. Andrea and Edsmond were trying really hard to cheer me up and hoping that i wouldn't cry. But that voice in my head kept telling me that i'm such a loser. Its hard having smart people as your best friends you know. But i'm really happy for them. And thanks for trying to cheer me up guys =) Oh well, i guess the three month jc course is now out of my league. I better work hard for the o's now. I don't want history to repeat itself ever again.
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